If i tell my story about this day no one will believe it ,because it's happened the frist time in my life since I born,
The Immigration of Melaka just called me yesterday noon,
They said I have to be in Melaka for open court,because I am already overstay in Malaysia,
So, i want to Melaka 2am on 15 April,driving all the way to face my trouble alone,
I went then i met the officers,then they stared asking how you forget ,how do u stay with out any permit, how do u continue study in Malaysia like that, and i start answering the questions with in order, in the end they just late me go home after I pay some amount, then they relise me.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
I wasn’t strong enough inside
Many times, teens feel so overpowered and controlled in abusive relationships that they can’t leave. It takes support from friends and family to help.
Amanda Kramer was no different. “I knew what was going on, I knew it, but it wasn’t strong enough in me to get rid of it,” she says. “I wasn’t strong enough inside.”
Her then-boyfriend was jealous and controlling. He told her if she ever left him, he would kill himself.
She didn’t want to see him in pain. “I told him, ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry’ and he told me everything was my fault and that everything was never gonna be okay - but as long as we were together [he wouldn’t kill himself]. And so I went back.”
And the victims don’t always know that the abuse is not their fault.
“It’s very, very important to say, ‘I’m concerned for your safety, you’re not alone, you’re not the only person dealing with this kind of thing, and you don’t deserve to be treated like this’,” explains Frndak.
That’s the message to the girls And, she says, that’s just the beginning.
Finally, she says, parents need to do whatever it takes to keep their girls safe.
Amanda Kramer was no different. “I knew what was going on, I knew it, but it wasn’t strong enough in me to get rid of it,” she says. “I wasn’t strong enough inside.”
Her then-boyfriend was jealous and controlling. He told her if she ever left him, he would kill himself.
She didn’t want to see him in pain. “I told him, ‘I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry’ and he told me everything was my fault and that everything was never gonna be okay - but as long as we were together [he wouldn’t kill himself]. And so I went back.”
And the victims don’t always know that the abuse is not their fault.
“It’s very, very important to say, ‘I’m concerned for your safety, you’re not alone, you’re not the only person dealing with this kind of thing, and you don’t deserve to be treated like this’,” explains Frndak.
That’s the message to the girls And, she says, that’s just the beginning.
Finally, she says, parents need to do whatever it takes to keep their girls safe.
My story with BETRAYAL
April 15,- the reason I'm writing is because I have a story to tell. Back in may, I placed a very sincere ad sighting exactly what I was looking for in a relationship. After about 30 responses and one personal meeting (which didn't work out), I met my ex-girlfriend. I was very particular about what I wanted in my ad. After 2 1/2 weeks of dating she asked me to be his boyfriend. I accepted because she stated ,she was searching for the same things. Last week she told me she wasn't happy anymore and walked out on our relationship without trying o work things out. she basically told me that she was not happy anymore and she was leaving. I was left with no alternative or choice in the matter. she's a 20 yr, woman that acted like a 10 yr. old and like a jerk. I feel humiliated because all my closest friend and family met her and we shared a lot of tome together. I feel used and betrayed. I wish people read this letter and can respond to my plight.
Monday, April 14, 2008
Kinds of friendship
Broken Friendship Poem:The pain of going through a broken friendship is unbearable. The world seems to be coming to an end and you seem completely helpless with no one to turn to. When a friendship breaks, it really hurts. The trust you have had on the person is shattered completely and everyone looks like a betrayer to you.
Funny Friendship Poem: There are many funny poems written on friends. Mostly they have been written in good humor and not with the intention of hurting anyone's ego. Friendship is all abut enjoying fun moments together and funny friendship poem only increases the number of such moments.
Short Friendship Poem: Over here you will find a short poem about friends. Friendship can be described by those who have experienced it. Be it a short or a long poem, what matters are not words, but feelings.
Thank You Friend Poem :This beautiful "Thank You" poem for a friend will definitely make your friend smile from ear to ear. Never forget to remind your friends how special they are. People who have true friends don't always realize their value until they lose them. After all that they do for them, even a "Thank You" is not uttered by ungrateful people.
Best Friendship Poem: Nothing can come between the friendship of best friends. They laugh in each other's happiness, cry when one is hurt, offer help without thinking twice and thank God that they found each other. As a tribute to this special friendship, we bring you a poem for best friendship.
Sorry Friendship Poem: Sometimes you hurt a friend unintentionally and then regret it. Try as much as you want, you just don't have the guts to go upto your friend to say Sorry. If you are feeling miserable about your action and truly want to say sorry, then check out this apology poem for a friend.
Funny Friendship Poem: There are many funny poems written on friends. Mostly they have been written in good humor and not with the intention of hurting anyone's ego. Friendship is all abut enjoying fun moments together and funny friendship poem only increases the number of such moments.
Short Friendship Poem: Over here you will find a short poem about friends. Friendship can be described by those who have experienced it. Be it a short or a long poem, what matters are not words, but feelings.
Thank You Friend Poem :This beautiful "Thank You" poem for a friend will definitely make your friend smile from ear to ear. Never forget to remind your friends how special they are. People who have true friends don't always realize their value until they lose them. After all that they do for them, even a "Thank You" is not uttered by ungrateful people.
Best Friendship Poem: Nothing can come between the friendship of best friends. They laugh in each other's happiness, cry when one is hurt, offer help without thinking twice and thank God that they found each other. As a tribute to this special friendship, we bring you a poem for best friendship.
Sorry Friendship Poem: Sometimes you hurt a friend unintentionally and then regret it. Try as much as you want, you just don't have the guts to go upto your friend to say Sorry. If you are feeling miserable about your action and truly want to say sorry, then check out this apology poem for a friend.
RAINBOWS
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you.
And share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be..
.what I know best,a friend that's always there.
And share with you it's beauty On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain You could call your very own.
A place to find serenity A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea.
But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me,
I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be..
.what I know best,a friend that's always there.
Friends Poem
Friends Eternal
You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow.We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true.
When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all, Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under. I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over, And we've fought every war, There's one thing I promise, Of this I am sure, When the time comes that we're put to our rest. Be sure that you know that, My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven, then I know you'll be there, That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.And soon I'll join you, but just know until then. That I'll miss you each day 'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel, you'll be my guiding light, You'll lead me to heaven, away from the night. We'll be there together, and we'll never grow old. And we'll walk hand in hand On the streets paved of gold.
You're a true friend, that I want you to know, Our love for each other has helped us to grow.We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through, The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger, you've chased away fears. You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away. You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm. You help me be different when I shouldn't conform. You held my hand when you knew we would fall. Every heartache, you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you, I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true.
When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn, I'll help you through and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor, When you're sure that you'll drown, then I'll be your lifesaver; Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all, Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under. I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over, And we've fought every war, There's one thing I promise, Of this I am sure, When the time comes that we're put to our rest. Be sure that you know that, My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven, then I know you'll be there, That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.And soon I'll join you, but just know until then. That I'll miss you each day 'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel, you'll be my guiding light, You'll lead me to heaven, away from the night. We'll be there together, and we'll never grow old. And we'll walk hand in hand On the streets paved of gold.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
"LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE"
LOSING SOMEONE YOU LOVE
Losing someone you love is pretty toughIt nakes your smooth road roughIt's so hard it may sometimes make you madit leaves like a sad little lad.Sorry to say but some people's heart are like claythat is what makes our loved ones go away."Them people really have to pay for what they did to me today!"I miss them a great deal, so much that my tears could fill a field.On special days we miss their ways such as when they prepare delicious trays.When I have to let you go and I express my feelings to other they just say "So!"Then I am left like a fruit now bearing on a tree On my knees calling out to thee!
Losing someone you love is pretty toughIt nakes your smooth road roughIt's so hard it may sometimes make you madit leaves like a sad little lad.Sorry to say but some people's heart are like claythat is what makes our loved ones go away."Them people really have to pay for what they did to me today!"I miss them a great deal, so much that my tears could fill a field.On special days we miss their ways such as when they prepare delicious trays.When I have to let you go and I express my feelings to other they just say "So!"Then I am left like a fruit now bearing on a tree On my knees calling out to thee!
With Deepest Sympathy &condolence
To my Aunt Najmyh,
Aged 55 was called home to the God on 13 of April 2008
A belated thank you to all who were present during her departure a days ago .
May Allah have mercy upon her ,protect her from the tribulations of the grave and place her in Paradise.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Top 3 Ways You Can Get Derailed
Top 3 Ways You Can Get DerailedIn my work with over 20,000 people across the Malaysia during a 2-year speaking tour, I found that the top 3 reasons people derail themselves were as follows:
1 - Stubbornly subscribing to fear, lack and limitation. Running hard "at" the problematic areas in their lives instead of stopping everything to get absolutely quiet, making a conscious connection to spirit and just pausing for a few moments to listen "first" to one's inner guidance and direction. It is from the quiet that you will receive "clear, concise and deliberate" goals, intentions and inspired action.
2 - Keep trying to make themselves settle for less than what they really feel they prefer. In sports, music, art ... any discipline requires warming up daily to the fundamentals. The number 1 fundamental is: expand your thinking. You do this by expanding your knowledge base on a daily basis to create new neurological pathways to be able to even see other possibilities. People who are "stuck" have decided that they can't have what they really want, so what's the use! And yet, that pull inside will not be leaving you alone, so you might as well surrender into what it's asking you to learn and do differently!
3 - Putting Your Faith in Appearances: Taking score too soon! Stopping 5 seconds before the Miracle ...and chasing 2 rabbits and not catching either one! Throughout our society, people will spend 100's and 1000's of Ringgts on make-up, clothes, cars and toy items - putting their "faith" and "trust" in material things first to feel better VS investing in resources that actually keep their "connection to Spirit" growing and expanding, where all will be given, and given abundantly!
Bringing your dreams into reality begins with quieting yourself down and managing your thoughts. It "pays" to think prosperous thoughts. Where do you get a prosperity consciousness? Writing prosperity affirmations daily and learning how to formulate them into MasterMind requests.
Inner Guidance is always there, speaking to us - encouraging us! We must simply practice the art of quieting down, listen to the "quiet" calm voice and trust the easy directives it often gives us. One way to be able to "hear" this more quiet voice, is through expanding our knowledge base: learning exactly how to think prosperously about money, love and health.
If the voice you are hearing is not calming ... then it's the voice of fear and lack that you've simply learned to listen to along the way. It takes a conscious choice - and practice - to really listen to the quiet voice to be able to hear it above all of the other negative, limiting chatter you've subscribed to.
What I've learned in over two decades of MasterMinding is the importance of "asking" for divine assistance and allowing it to come through in all of the ways that are in fact, the easiest and best.
People who appear to be of genius caliber are those who have had the courage and confidence to listen to, and follow the guidance of their intuition and creative imagination. As they follow their inner leadings, the results are consistently so wonderful that others believe they have unusual gifts. They do not really posses unusual powers; they are simply using their intuition and creative imagination rather than stifling these mind powers, as most of us are inclined to do. They are living really Rich Lives.
In the face of any obstacle that appears to be real, they will simply focus upon the solution they prefer. They only seek the visioning power of people in their circle of influence who are solution generators: and there's your MasterMind!
Can you tell I'm passionate about MasterMinding?
I am on a personal mission to inspire every person, every business, school, and organization to incorporate this phenomenal tool for bringing tremendous good into every corner of our world!
Why? Because MasterMinding ALIGNS ALL PEOPLE FOR GREATER EASE & GOOD.
You may think your dream is selfish ... and yet, you are the only one who can do what you came here to do.
AND as Disney so eloquently explained: "You can dream, create, design, build the most wonderful place in the world ... but it requires people to make a dream a reality."
Coming together in the spirit of harmony is what is required to accomplish the good we all came here to create. We as a society can spend so much time and energy at odds... and yet, when you come together in the spirit of harmony to simply ASK for ALIGNMENT and the easiest ways possible to accomplish greater good ... it will be given!
With My Greating
1 - Stubbornly subscribing to fear, lack and limitation. Running hard "at" the problematic areas in their lives instead of stopping everything to get absolutely quiet, making a conscious connection to spirit and just pausing for a few moments to listen "first" to one's inner guidance and direction. It is from the quiet that you will receive "clear, concise and deliberate" goals, intentions and inspired action.
2 - Keep trying to make themselves settle for less than what they really feel they prefer. In sports, music, art ... any discipline requires warming up daily to the fundamentals. The number 1 fundamental is: expand your thinking. You do this by expanding your knowledge base on a daily basis to create new neurological pathways to be able to even see other possibilities. People who are "stuck" have decided that they can't have what they really want, so what's the use! And yet, that pull inside will not be leaving you alone, so you might as well surrender into what it's asking you to learn and do differently!
3 - Putting Your Faith in Appearances: Taking score too soon! Stopping 5 seconds before the Miracle ...and chasing 2 rabbits and not catching either one! Throughout our society, people will spend 100's and 1000's of Ringgts on make-up, clothes, cars and toy items - putting their "faith" and "trust" in material things first to feel better VS investing in resources that actually keep their "connection to Spirit" growing and expanding, where all will be given, and given abundantly!
Bringing your dreams into reality begins with quieting yourself down and managing your thoughts. It "pays" to think prosperous thoughts. Where do you get a prosperity consciousness? Writing prosperity affirmations daily and learning how to formulate them into MasterMind requests.
Inner Guidance is always there, speaking to us - encouraging us! We must simply practice the art of quieting down, listen to the "quiet" calm voice and trust the easy directives it often gives us. One way to be able to "hear" this more quiet voice, is through expanding our knowledge base: learning exactly how to think prosperously about money, love and health.
If the voice you are hearing is not calming ... then it's the voice of fear and lack that you've simply learned to listen to along the way. It takes a conscious choice - and practice - to really listen to the quiet voice to be able to hear it above all of the other negative, limiting chatter you've subscribed to.
What I've learned in over two decades of MasterMinding is the importance of "asking" for divine assistance and allowing it to come through in all of the ways that are in fact, the easiest and best.
People who appear to be of genius caliber are those who have had the courage and confidence to listen to, and follow the guidance of their intuition and creative imagination. As they follow their inner leadings, the results are consistently so wonderful that others believe they have unusual gifts. They do not really posses unusual powers; they are simply using their intuition and creative imagination rather than stifling these mind powers, as most of us are inclined to do. They are living really Rich Lives.
In the face of any obstacle that appears to be real, they will simply focus upon the solution they prefer. They only seek the visioning power of people in their circle of influence who are solution generators: and there's your MasterMind!
Can you tell I'm passionate about MasterMinding?
I am on a personal mission to inspire every person, every business, school, and organization to incorporate this phenomenal tool for bringing tremendous good into every corner of our world!
Why? Because MasterMinding ALIGNS ALL PEOPLE FOR GREATER EASE & GOOD.
You may think your dream is selfish ... and yet, you are the only one who can do what you came here to do.
AND as Disney so eloquently explained: "You can dream, create, design, build the most wonderful place in the world ... but it requires people to make a dream a reality."
Coming together in the spirit of harmony is what is required to accomplish the good we all came here to create. We as a society can spend so much time and energy at odds... and yet, when you come together in the spirit of harmony to simply ASK for ALIGNMENT and the easiest ways possible to accomplish greater good ... it will be given!
With My Greating
The daily Wisdom
There never was a winner who didn't expect to win in advance
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Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
uuuuu
Mistakes are painful when they happen, but years later a collection of mistakes is what is called experience.
uuuuu
The most splendid achievement of all is in the constant striving to surpass yourself and to be worthy of your own approval.
uuuuu
Success is process that continues, not a status that you reach. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.
uuuuu
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them.
uuuuu
Loser make promises they often break. Winner make commitments they always keep.
uuuuu
Failure should be our teacher, not our undertaker. Failure is delay, not defeat. It is a temporary detour, not a dead end. Failure is something we can avoid only by saying nothing, doing nothing, and being nothing.
uuuuu
Mistakes are painful when they happen, but years later a collection of mistakes is what is called experience.
uuuuu
The most splendid achievement of all is in the constant striving to surpass yourself and to be worthy of your own approval.
uuuuu
Success is process that continues, not a status that you reach. If you are alive, there are lessons to be learned.
uuuuu
There are two primary choices in life: to accept conditions as they exist, or accept the responsibility for changing them.
uuuuu
Loser make promises they often break. Winner make commitments they always keep.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Dreams Don't Always Come True
Looking back at my past,why do i always cry,thinking i should have given another try,to the love that i had for you in my heart,even today,i can feel that love from the start.
Every morning i get up,with your thought in my mind,every night i go to bed,wondering why u left me behind, nothing seems to come close to the love i had for you,nothing seems to come close to the pain you gave me too.
Even though god placed love in front of our eyes,i felt it to be true,while for you it remained lies,every second i prayed hoping you would always stay,for my every prayer,you were going one step away.
The world is big,so you could live in any part,tell me is there any place bigger than my heart,my heart is the only place,you could feel secure,from the evil that many have been made to endure.
Nothing has changed the feelings,i have for you, even after all the pain you made me to go through,even though our hearts we couldn't exchange,my love for you will never ever change.
every moment we shared has remained in my heart,even though some are breaking my world apart,every day and every night i think about only you,b'coz u made me to realize “Dreams Don't Always Come True"
..:::To ....... :::..
Every morning i get up,with your thought in my mind,every night i go to bed,wondering why u left me behind, nothing seems to come close to the love i had for you,nothing seems to come close to the pain you gave me too.
Even though god placed love in front of our eyes,i felt it to be true,while for you it remained lies,every second i prayed hoping you would always stay,for my every prayer,you were going one step away.
The world is big,so you could live in any part,tell me is there any place bigger than my heart,my heart is the only place,you could feel secure,from the evil that many have been made to endure.
Nothing has changed the feelings,i have for you, even after all the pain you made me to go through,even though our hearts we couldn't exchange,my love for you will never ever change.
every moment we shared has remained in my heart,even though some are breaking my world apart,every day and every night i think about only you,b'coz u made me to realize “Dreams Don't Always Come True"
..:::To ....... :::..
Day:10 first Verse
Well, not too terribly much happened today that was out of the ordinary.
these days are pretty much dedicated to getting all of our study down. it's good to be back to work and we can all finally see the finish line now. most of the subject are sounding pretty near done, they just need a little polishing. tomorrow, we write again! see youthen!
these days are pretty much dedicated to getting all of our study down. it's good to be back to work and we can all finally see the finish line now. most of the subject are sounding pretty near done, they just need a little polishing. tomorrow, we write again! see youthen!
What is the reasons for recording our diary?
The explicit reasons for recording case notes in generalise practice are well known. as long we sharing our emotion, juvenile, eventuate, with other and get them know, and what's our daily agenda.
In my opinion
Muslim means one who submits his/her will to Islam. Submission means to obey the commands of who you are submitting to. Muslims believe the Quran is the word and command of the MOST HIGH whose name in arabic is ALLAH. In the Quran ALLAH commands us to pray 5 times a day. ALLAH commands us to fast. ALLAH commands us to be modest in our behavior and dress. ALLAH commands us to refrain from drugs and alcohol. ALLAH commands us to dress a certain way. Hijaab for women and proper dress for men. If we dont obey ALLAH then we are NOT submitting to ALLAH. If we dont SUBMIT and OBEY ALLAH the most high then do we have the right to proclaim ourselves Muslim when it means one who submits his/her will to ALLAH?
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